im prettaye obssessed wif mi own blog..
cos u c.. im like updating it so often
but neh mind no1's gna read it aniwaes cos i dun release mi addie outta the world

it jus suddenly sparked mi
to tink
hmm suddenly it's a wake-up call
everything in mi life has been too systematic n too good to b true

i tink mi cross life is bcuming the test of mi life
if i can survive it
i wil bcum stronger.. tougher.. den b4
but if i fail to do so
im jus a weakling
running is nt dat free n easy as it seems to b
it's painful
but the thing dat kips runners gng is the sense of triumph n achievement after dey finish a run

however.. wen dey underperform
the demoralisation
is undescribable
to the strongest.. it's nth.. dey can always work harder
to the weakest.. it's heart-wrecking

it's nt a matter of capability
the person wif the strongest mental strength is the ultimate winner of dis game

i remember
at the start of hte yr
i was better den sum of the yr ones
today
wen i run
im lagging behind dem ALOT
to the extent dat dey asked mi wad happened to mi
cos i failed to reached mi own goals
n i unconsciously gave up on miself wen i ran

u noe wen i look at how the guys run
im highly inspired
u noe i can feel their pain
the blood n sweat n everything
n i so admire dem
how dey persist n endure
samuel.. he was the one hu was second last runner wen he was in bdiv
n he vowed nver to b the rear runner eva again
today his pace is close to farrell

it seems so so so easy.. to the pple hu stand by the side n watch jus liddat
but the gruelling hours of trng he put in
the aching legs n body..
the pain he went thru
i bliff like ani other top runners in the world...
u noe ani1 can run
bliff mi
ani1 can run
but the person wif the highest mental strength is the ultimate winner

it's 1 yr
mi trng age is considered as 1 alr
i havent improved in terms of mental strength
undoubtedly mi stamnina improved a little bit under mr tan n ms ng's guidance n coaching
but in terms of mental strength
nobody can help mi besides miself
mi n jiemin were toking abt it jus nw
n we were tellling each other how gd we were
den i told her
the whole world can tell u u r good
but if u dun tink u r good
u r nver gna reach the mark
u r jus gna b a weakling 4eva all ur life